For this is that day that i somehow pieced together a seemingly life long lesson, that i do not believe that i was previously following. And to get quick to the point and straight to the lesson it is that thought or memory can be seen as a thing. A very much real thing that you can almost physically hold. If you were to imagine yourself holding thought in your hands, in whatever form you can may choose, you would know the sensations of actually holding something that is soft and fluffy or hard and grainy, you would be able to describe the physical effect of the thought in its presence and in the very act of this thought process create a new thought. The very act of thinking about the physical traits of the thought can lead you to another thought OF thinking about the physical traits of a thought. Despite its confusing nature, and not to sound like the movie Inception with the dream within a dream thing, i believe that i have stumbled upon a rather deep and wise philosophy. I do not think that i am the first to come across this finding, but i am more than happy to implement it into my way of life. I think that this type of thinking will lead to a new and eventful lifestyle which will be full of good things. The thing that you must remember is that you must THINK before you do. With absolutely everything. Whatever you do, think before you speak or act or do anything outside of your own mind. With every last detail of you life you must think before you do anything else. You must be honest in your thoughts and clearly debate in your mind what it is you know and do not know. I believe the key to this thought process is that you must be completely and utterly honest with yourself. Truly consider every option you are aware of and be honest in the fact that you may not know something, at least with yourself if the situation calls for it. With everything you do weigh what you know and what you do not know. Then you may act upon the situation as calls for. Even if the situation is a thought process itself. You also know what is right and what is wrong, you have feelings about what right and wrong is despite what people have tried to teach you with their differing or even similar opinions. This is what makes you an individual. A person. A real thing. Another thing is that i fear that i will forget about this philosophy without meaning to. That i will subconsciously fall back into a lifestyle which to be quite honest i did not like too well. I feel that thinking like this can definitely fix things in my life which i feel need fixing. Pains which should not be felt and rewards i feel should be earned. I feel at times almost like my mind will not be able to handle so much thought; with all the processes passing through my mind why is my mind not exploding or at the very least be exhausted with all the thinking that is going on? I am afraid that my brain will simply tire and i will lose this philosophy forever. Yet somehow my brain keeps going and whenever my mind reaches this imaginary state of forgetfulness, the very act of thinking about it brings me right back.

A hypothesis as to how i started thinking about this is that earlier i consumed a whole lot of shrooms, or what i believe was an excess amount of shrooms. Isnt it kinda funny how youre supposed to see the universe while on shrooms and these are the types of thoughts i end up having?

So despite this train of thought in all its excess i do believe somewhere within the scramble is a deep and profound philosophy which i will try and hope to implement for the rest of my life. In complete honesty i hope to share this little morsel of thought to my friends and also desperately hope that they may fall upon the same discovery as i did, in its entirety. Which is that you must be, without fail, completely honest with yourself for as long as you live.